Thursday, November 09, 2006

Not everyone can be one . . . .

"unschooler, n : one who learns from life and love and GREAT BOOKS and late morning conversations and big projects and eccentric uncles and eyes-wide-open and mountains and mistakes and volunteering and starry nights—instead of from classrooms and exceedingly dull textbooks and sedative lectures and interfering homework. Synonyms: homeschooler, self-schooler, autodidact, RISE-OUT."



“The most overwhelming reality of school is control. School controls the way you spend your time (what is life made of it not time?), how you behave, what you read, and to a large extent what you think. In school you can’t control your own life. Outside of school you can, at least to the extent that your parents trust you to. ‘Comparing me to those who are conventionally schooled,’ writes a 12-year-old unschooler, ‘Is like comparing the freedoms of a wild stallion to those of cattle in a feedlot.’”

Saturday, November 04, 2006

Compromise - the sin of the church

I grow weary of compromise within the church. I'm so tired of it that I can't even blog about it. It just needs to stop.

Within my own life before I point out the compromise of others.

Sigh.

I'm going to write a book this month. That's right - you heard it hear first.

Stay tuned - maybe i'll even share it here . . .

blessings,
Martha

Friday, September 22, 2006

This is for Emily

so you can think of us. . .

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It's working, then it's not working. I'll leave it in case it starts working again.
Love you! Mom

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

River Rats


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Friday, September 15, 2006

Do our hearts break over the things that break God's heart?

Yesterday, my husband and I went on the Pendleton Underground Tour http://pendletonundergroundtour.com and a number of thoughts went through my mind.

It was VERY interesting and sombering to think about the Chinese men who were brought over to build the railroads, made to live underground (because of racism and prejudism), and while living in the underground, consequently made many miles of tunnels under our city, which are still being discovered today! They had opium dens down there, often worked 2 to 3 jobs a day to be able to send money home and simultaneously repay the debt of being brought to America.

We also learned about Stella Darby . . . the madam of the famous Working Girls Hotel until 1953. According to the tour guide, whom I enjoyed immensely, you couldn't find a bad thing to say about Stella - she treated her ladies fairly, she gave them their own bedroom seperate from the business rooms, the split was 50/50, and she gave her girls something she never had - a mother. She was an incredible businesswoman with connections all over town (hmmmm) and a large donor and supporter of The Salvation Army.

An interesting side story - Stella had a son in 1923 and gave him up for adoption to an agency in Portland. She was able to keep track of him without him knowing about it and knew that his life was better than what she could have given him. I'm wondering if the White Shield in Portland didn't play a bigger role in Stella's life than anybody knows - perhaps that's why she was so generous to us.

However, back to the story - the Cozy Rooms Hotel had a thriving business that kept the city supplied with payoffs and revenue, contributed to keeping men off the street and away from the young daughters, and all in all was a fairly respectable establishment that was recognized by most community members. That is, until a new minister came to the United Presbyterian church.

As the story goes, within two weeks time, he went to the mayor and said he had two lists in his hands - one list with the girls names and another list with their clients names. If "those girls" weren't out of town by Sunday, he would read both lists in church on Sunday morning. Saturday night, three school buses drove up and took the girls away . . . (all three buses just relocated the girls to other towns where they found the same job).

So here are the thoughts that went through my mind . . .

1. What a difference one man made.
2. How can we accept prostitution as an acceptable trade by claiming that the pay was reasonable and the girls were treated fairly?
3. What would God's response to them have been?
4. Stella had a chapel in her bordello, so that the girls could learn religion and have Sunday School taught to them - and she paid a traveling minister to come and preach to them. I wonder if The Salvation Army would have been one of those ministers?
5. Would that be a compromise? Or a show of love?
6. What are we doing for these same girls today?
7. Are we still on the tour? Or are we going to get off the bus and do something?

I'm still turning things over in my mind about all this when I go to a Native American pageant (the whole week is celebrating the rodeo = it's Round Up week - the largest rodeo of them all - literally, our town went from 15000 to 60000 in two days) - and several of the scenes have dancing hall girls and can-can dances with lots of skirts flying over the heads. Everyone laughs and applauds. The parade the next morning has stage coaches driving with young teenage girls wearing stage hall negligees and shaking legs in webbed stockings. GIRLS! People cheer and the girls turn around and literally MOON us (with very little underwear on!). Because they are younger, it is "cute."

I am at a loss for words. I am promoting a campaign to Stop Sexual Trafficking to a world that promotes it for free.

What can I do about this? It's not like when the Presbyterian minister came to town - he was speaking to a world that was still outraged by this - at least on the surface. We don't even have that pretense anymore.

I'm troubled.

Martha

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Another example of greek and hebrew thought

God doesn't say "I'm eternal" - he says "I will be with you always."

I don't really "get" eternal - I understand what always means, though. God meets me where my need is . ..

Bless the Lord.
Martha

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Being vs. doing

Hmm - now that Emily is using blogger - I guess I'll need to keep mine up . . .oh, the peer pressure.

It's interesting to look at my last few posts - because they are about something that has recently been brought back to life for us. Don has enrolled in an online college Bible class and he has been sharing with me how our view of God has been very ontologically based - meaning that we as a Western society who base our thinking on reason, thanks to Plato and his contemporaries, define God in terms of who he is - whereas, the Bible itself tends to define God by what He has done and is doing and will do in the future.

I wasn't so sure about this until I realized that God himself does this, too. "I am the God who brought you out of the land of slavery" and many other such references . . .

So what does this mean for me? Well, perhaps instead of just calling him an "awesome God" in my prayer time, it might behoove me to list a few of the reasons that I think so - because of his incredible creation, because of his redeeming behaviour towards us, because . . . oh, there are juust so many things he has done . . .

Sounds like a small matter but it has certainly confirmed my earlier posts . . .

blessings.
Martha